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summer is finally here.
Current mood:  touched summer officially begins today.
on my way to work today I was listening to the radio and heard about so many people getting killed or people starting fires.
its kind of ridiculous the world we live in.
so many of us complain about our lives, but there are people out there who have it 10x worse than we do.
i know i complain about shit, but after hearing that i feel like i dont have a right to complain abou any of it.
my life isnt bad... its just not going the way I want it to at times.
we cant always get what we want or even things we need, but that doesnt mean we can't enjoy the stuff we do have.
I have friends and family who love me for me.
and that right there is everything I need.
I'm going to college to make something of myself.
I'm playing soccer at a division II school and its paying for my tuition and not to mention I absolutely love the game.
I am unique and I know how to have fun. I am nice...sometimes too nice which isnt always a good thing.
I have a job with my dad.
and he does everything for me. in fact, he barely misses any soccer games whether the games are in philly of in massachusetts, hes there.
I have two twin brothers who are a pain in my ass, but i still love them cuz i know they would be there for me whenever i need them.
I have a sister who i love a lot. If it wasn't for her i'd probably still be a hardcore tomboy.. thank god im not. She would do anything for me and knows my life story.<3
I have an amazing mom who loves to dance and have fun. All my friends love her. She's crazy. We both love to sing and dance to justin timberlake in the car and i love that.
I know who my true friends are...and i know they will be there till the end. they have seen me at my best and have seen me at my worst. They listen when I complain. They listen when I'm happy. If iwere to cry they'd give me there shoulder.
i've learned who my fair-weather friends are and thats ok.
because i will always have my Best.
I am a virgin and I am very proud of that and I don't care what anyone thinks about it.
no one influences me decisions. Peer pressure in no way influences me to do anything. I live my life the way I want to and im enjoying every piece of it so far. Between the heart breaks and love, everything one day will fall into place.
Im in no rush to grow up, but I am becoming more independent with more responsibilities and im proud of myself.
This is my summer. This is my year and im going to shine like i know i can.
My grandmom told me on fathers day. " Jamie, you are beautiful inside and outside. God gave you gifts, use them as best as you can and enjoy what you do each and everyday for the rest of your life."
I love my grandmom.
I'm going to do what I do best...and thats be me. If it's not good enough then you're not good enough to be anything to me.
back to work.
Live in love<3
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[25 May 2007|01:23pm] |
Open you eyes kid. shes crazy over you.
last couple weeks have sucked.
but im hoping they wll get better and everything ends up how its supposed to.
it sucks when you want something so bad and cant really have it.
im learning just ot get over it. People have been talking to me about it and i think im going to take their advice and hope for the best.
" and i, I dont wanna speak these words, cuz I, I dont wanna make things any worse."
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[25 Mar 2007|03:30pm] |
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i love ashley christina teresa mcateer. my sexy cubano mami.
show your tits for mardi gras!!!!!!!
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[25 Mar 2007|11:36am] |
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I'm an idiot.
If you knew why I was saying that... you'd probably agree.
I did a stupid thing, but I enjoyed it as well.
ughhhhhhhh.
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[09 Jan 2007|04:21am] |
I havent actually updated in forever. and i still dont really feel like it. im bored and from being up the mountains and going to bed when the sun is coming up and waking up when its already dark out fucked up my sleeping schedule.
these last few weeks have been pretty damn good.
+Hung out with some new people/talk to new people.
++hanging out with my sister more.
+getting along with special people.
+new hair.
+new music.
+++ more.
Im pretty content right at this moment and I hope it lasts a while.
I move back to school tmrw. I still think its lame my school took a week off our break.
actual classes wednesday. ugh.
I just wanna stay home watch futurama play video games and see the people i love seeing everyday.
I cant wait for summer and the beach and my friends.
I need the smell of summer i need its noises in my ears.
Goodnight<3
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[22 Dec 2006|04:19am] |
good times at ally and betsys party.
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[25 Nov 2006|05:54am] |
boys are dicks.
that is all.
<3
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[15 Jun 2006|05:49pm] |
Everything is so hard recently. i just wish things could go back to the way they used to be.
In love and having fun. not a care in the world. things change so fast and can never really catch up. i wish i could go back and do things defferently, but i made my choices and even if they were wrong...its what i thought was right at the time.
you can never just stop being in love. no matter how hard you try.. if you love someone its forever.
its the most complicated thing in the world. it can make you the happiest you have ever been or make you depressed. if you love someone and they love you back why is it so hard to be with each other? love isnt supposed to be this hard. and when it does i jsut feel like giving up. after all that time together...how can this be so hard. i hate love and everything about it. when you're in love its the best...but once something happens it can change everything and make you compeltely miserable. nothing is certain in life. especially love. you dont know if it will last even though u would give everything in the world for it to. you dont know when itll be your time to go. so you should live everyday to the fullest, but what happens when you can't live each day with the person you want to spend it with th most. and when things arent the same how are you supposed to go on when you want to go on with them.
its not this hard, its not this hard.
i've seen love die way too many times when it deserves to be alive.
love...i hate it, but its inevitable when you find someone to fit so perfectly in your hand. and when they make you feel like you're the only person in the world.
love, i hate it.
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[28 May 2006|11:07pm] |
5 days till ocean city new jersey for two and a half weeks. sooo excited.
this weekend had its ups and downs...and actually right now im feeling down.
boys suck. especially one.
but things will work out. hopefully.
I want to go to a show real bad. preferably hidden in plain view, but thye arent coming back here for a while.
i think ill just go clean my room and enjoy this night in.'
down the shore...good things are happening and you all would be very surprised. im gonna start to pack cuz im that pumped.
i love my friends. i need to drive so i can go over to new jersey and see them more often. pictures lateerrrr.
<33
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[28 May 2006|10:35am] |
I dont understand you.
things were good. then u flip out on me through a text....
i asked u to do something with me. its not my fault you dont want to hang out with other people at the same time.
i mean thats all i did when i first met you. hung out with you and your friends..why do u have to be so selfish.
you want me to breakl plans with my other friends to hang out with you when i asked you to come out with us.
if u even cared im sure u would have came.
i tried and i honestly don't know what else you could possibly want me to do.
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[26 May 2006|07:39am] |
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so i havent been paid since last friday and won't be getting paid till monday because my dad has another kidney stone. it sucks. he's in a lot of pain. therefore, like the good daughter I am I will be doing all the chores he was going to do today.
things have been getting a lot better. I'm hanging out with the most amazing people and my cousin came over on sunday and did my hair. it wassupposed to be fusia/purpleish and it turned out pinkish red. but thats ok. it doesnt look bad. next time im going with teal.
so many of my friends deleted their livejournals. i wonder why i even write in this anymore. oh well.
picture update soooon.
++++++going to the shore in less than a week.
++++good music out recently.
+++too many concerts this summer.
---ill be away for most likely half of them.
---i have to clean my room.
+++i just got my first credit card!
++++my mom just took me shopping at cherry hill to buy some more new summer clothes.
++++north carolina this summer in July.
+++maybe going to california
+++++++++++++++++++++im happy. hopefully this lasts longer than last time.
this summer better be amazing to go with my amazing year at school with my friendsssss.
now off to do my chores before i go out with people i miss from school. Sara, diddy and ashley. ily.
<3
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[23 May 2006|06:15pm] |
In a dream that i cant seem to shake she is, she is standing alone by the fence i see tears in her eyes why she crys i just
Dont know what a mess that i make of my days then theres you, youre a mess to be made, a mess to be made and the dream
Starts to fade away so youre leaving for months at a time, i help you out the door but once youre gone i just stare out the
Window please, could you please come back home what a mess that i make of my days trying to save myself, save myself then
Theres you, youre a mess to be made a canvas only paint could change and a voice on the other end of the phone, says why
Dont you write a song about it well here goes, i was raised on something that youll never know id hate this place if it
Werent for the waves if it werent for the fact that you love it where they measure a man on the money he spends well my love
Is not a bank statement what a mess that i make of my days trying to save myself, save myself then theres you, youre a mess
To be made, a mess to be made, a mess to be made and the dream starts to fade away
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[17 May 2006|02:06am] |
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I started working and it blows. Psycho lady makes me do everything. whatever 10 bucks an hour. pretty good.
things kinda suck and have been making me unusally upset.
today my day started out pretty good. went to best buy with my brother and got two cds. got picked up by eddie and went to the pet store and played with some cute puppies and kitties. then i get a phone call from ange and found out something went wrong and she only got two valencia tickets instead of the three she was supposed to get and now i cant go. that was the disappointment of the day and i knew it was going to be a shitty day and i was right.
i hope tmrw is better but i doubt it since its when im supposed to go to the show.
ughhhh
someone give me some good news.
<3
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[29 Apr 2006|07:31pm] |
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OLDSCHOOL.
Its kinda lame how my friend completely dicked me over recently for kids that drink basically 6 days out of 7 days a week. whatever. I have better things to do.
lori comes home friday :)
im bored. and trying to kill time by writing absolutely pointless shit in here.
school is over on thursday for me.
im excited for the summer.
Summer
+ no school
+ shore with Sara
+ Shows
+ Beach
+ Cali
+ Friends are home
+ Tatoo
+? i may get my lisence this summer. haha
I can't wait.
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[27 Apr 2006|10:30am] |
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I just took a philosophy exam and probably didn't do so good. I hate philosophy. Don't ever take it.
I have a presentation in english...lame.
i think i have gotten maybe 6 hours of sleep the last two days. Teachers love to pile up shit loads of work at the end of the semester.
My last exam is next thursday and i leave the dorms to go home next saturday. Its going to be sad. Im gonna miss the people here.<3
Lori is coming home soon though and i miss her like craaaazy. We are going to get tatoos soon. im excited.
May 7th is flipside fesival. I think my gay ass brother is taking us down now since staci doesnt have a car. we need a hotel too. ughhhh
oh well...
you all should do this for my friend jill
her dads a firemen so you should go vote for his firehouse at www.maxwellhouse.com then go to philadelphia and vote for engine 2.
THANKS!!
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[23 Apr 2006|05:18am] |
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today is my birthday!!!
19 years old. doesn't feel any different. but its already been an amazing start for today.
<333
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My birthday is sunday.
19 years old.
Last year as a teenager.. yeeee!!!
<3
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[18 Apr 2006|01:51am] |
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late night conversations about love,life, and sex are amazing.
i like to share feelings i have with my friends.
Who wants to talk next?
<33
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[17 Apr 2006|04:18pm] |
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So, I haven't updated this shit since january 5. insane.
March was pretty much the worst month of the year so far. I kinda like being home, but i spent most of my time in my room listening to music. It's not really the same anymore with my mom not being here. Im getting better though.
I've been going to a lot of concerts lately..and two of them with staci. i love her. we are now valencia show buddies. haha I love them. GRADE SCHOOL! staci will know exactly what im talking about haha.
Going to shows makes me not think about the other stupid shit going on. Thank God. I've met some new people and its exactly what i needed.
Jill and I are talking again, whcih makes me happy. I missed her a lot.
This was an amazing break. Even though i was supposed to do a lot of school work..but i didn't i needed a BREAK. hah schools over in 3 weeks? i think. yup.
May 7th flipside festival with staci! we just need a way to get there now. Oh well it will be fun.
Im going back to school soon. With 3 presentations i need to finish. Fun! I want lorenzos pizza right now.
Some pictures of myself recently
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